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About Me:
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I'm a waitress at Pizza Hut making 11.50 an hour, and most of that money is spent on Vodka and Dope...
I love music, from Death Metal to Alternative and Classic Rock...
Heres a small list of my favorite bands all together.
All That Remains, Angra, Antagonist, As Blood Runs Black, As I Lay Dying, Axenstar, Beneath The Sky, Between The Buried And Me, The Black Dahlia Murder, Bleeding Through, Blessed By A Broken Heart, Blessthefall, Burning In Hell, Bury Your Dead, Cellador, Children of Bodom, Coheed And Cambria, Dethklok, DevilDriver, Divinefire, Dragonforce, Dragonland, Elvenking, Ensiferum, Evergrey, Falconer, Firewind, Galloglas, Hammerfall, Helloween, Hibria, Impellitterii, Impending Doom, Imperia, Into Eternity (Fav), Job For A Cowboy, Krokus, Mendeed, Necrophagist, Nile, Pagan's Mind, Panic! At The Disco, Parkway Drive, Planet Alliance, Rhapsody Rhapsody Of Fire, Saidian, Smile Empty Soul, Sonata Arctica, Stormwind, Steel Attack, Strapping Young Lad, Stratovarius, Sublime, Suspyre, Symphony X, Thunderstone, Trick Or Treat, Unearth, Unrest, Warmen, Virtuocity, Winds Of Plague, Winterlong, Wintersun, Yngwie Malmsteen, Zihard...And that's about 1/10th of what I could name.. =D
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I want to love you while theres still time to love.
I'll give you my everything, if you give me your word that you'll except it.
You said you'll give me your time, now I'm waiting, are you out of time?
I'm going to be waiting for years, all these years just to tell you how much I really care.
I'll wait for years just to hear your voice.
I'll wait for years, just to lie by your side.
Years, just so I can see you smile in your sleep.
You're half a nation away, and it hurts my heart, and if I let you go, that will be the biggest mistake of my life.
Life is so difficult to just be "me", and not "we".
I'll beg for you to be with me, and I cannot see myself doing anything, without you.
Maybe when I'm dead, you'll notice what you did to me.
I'd rather die than see your fucking smile.
Since you've left, the sun has long left my life, nothing will ever be the same without you. I'll wait for the day that you come and beg for me to take you back.
My heart has been shattered with the painful dreams and memorys of you coming back.
I can say I love you, but why try when you don't give me time in this world to prove it?
So tell me now, what's love? And tell me now, how do we fix this?
I know you'll never change, and I know I wont be good enough for you.
You'll make it through all of this, and the sad thing, is that I wont ever be around to see it.... Then you just throw it all away for something less.
You're just a shattered memory.
I've never felt so good to picture your face, and i've never been the one to put trust into someone, but when did I become so weak? Or have I always been this weak? I wish I could put this all back into it's rightful place.
When I close my eyes, or lay in bed, all I see is your beauty.
You're my life, so tell me why you're gone.
I can't resist you, you're my temptation.
You break me, but yet my body stays intact.
It's ironic how it takes seconds to fall inlove, yet a human hurt can last a lifetime.
You've finished me this time, and my pulse is gone because of you. You're satisfied to put me through all this hell. Was I asking for the world?
I'm wishing for one last thing out of this, I wish I had the strength to keep myself alive long enough to make sure you don't ever try to turn out anything like me, don't become another fraud, or fake, like I did....
Don't pretend you're the one that's wrong, because you're right.
You keep me sane when I feel alone.
Don't leave me to die by myself, because I can't live without you.
Theres only this many days left without you, yet the time I spend passing them is nothing without an "us". Don't pretend this is going to be okay, because you're better off with someone else than anyone that screws up like me.
I want to change myself for you, but will that make me yet another fraud?
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