well my real name is Rachel^^
I'm 17 years old
a college student
i took a nursing course.. >.> even if my parents who choice me to take it..

my hobbies is..
eating but i never gain weight
i love eating sweets..
sleeping when i getting bored..
drawing some anime..
watching anime..
i love blood
i love dark things even if they say i'm look EMO but i'm not ><
and especially reading manga XD

if you have any question
just ask me, then i will respond your message thanks

btw I've seen a spider in my room
its so cute XD
I'm not scared in spider
so i always looking at it^^
have a look in this spider that i shoot in my camera
sorry if its kinda blurred










Life is still too long for me
to want to erase these feelings
I want to try and redo those things I left undone
We were supposed to be going after the continuation of our dreams,
but we trip over people on that bent, narrow path.
It's not like we want to return to these times.
Were just looking for these skies we've lost.
Stop making that face,
as if you "sacrificed yourself just so I'd understand."
A sin doesn't end with tears,
you have to suffer and carry the burden forever
Who are you waiting for in the labyrinth of your emotions.
with no exit in sight?
As i spelled them out in this blank notebook,
I want to release my true feelings more and more.
What do you want to escape from?
That thing called "reality"?
Makes me want to scream that we live on to make our wish come true, you hear me?
No way we can stay on the safe side,
So we don't even have a place to go back to.
I'm always thankful for kindness,
So I want to become strong
(I'm on the way)
I'm feeling nostalgic,
I'll even welcome that pain.